dream 8/30/05:

i was at ned's house, we were discussing the feeling that sometimes it feels like vigilante tactics are the only way to express the frustraiton witih a situation. he was like "yeah, we've got college educations, it's even easier to tell how messed up things are." he was playing a computer game where you worked for an environmental agency and you blew up corporations with highly powerful weapons. i went into a room with his cats alone, walking around with them brushing by my legs and i realized that even if the world is completely messed up that doesn't mean i can't enjoy it so i decided to turn off my consciousness. i then walked around his house as part of the dream. (purely unconscious without unconscious, part of the unconscious landscape)